I'm awake...the end.
Ok maybe not...I took a Vicodin and I feel like a junkie or something. This was at 9 PM. My mind is racing and it feels like shit is crawling on me. I keep scratching and carrying on like a crack head. THEN Syd has been crying since 1. I went in her room and sat with her, she slept for 20 minutes and was up screaming again. I woke back up to her yelling "stop it..." and "shut up..." to someone or something. I went BACK in to look around, nothing. She was still crying with me in the room so I brought her in here to sleep with us. She slept for 20 minutes, back up crying. She got out of our bed and went in her brother's room...then downstairs. So of course I get up again. I Pick her up and take her back in her room. I lay her down...she goes right back to sleep...for about 3 minutes. I turn on her lamp...still crying...the tv...still crying...I just gave up and shut her door and ours to let her cry it out. I think she's having nightmares but mommy can't stop them and she's not wanting to be receptive to my soothing methods. Lord tomorrow (today) is going to be a long day...
To be continued...
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- A self professed “Grace Case,” Elle is a 29 year old accomplished writer. Having written and been featured in national magazines such as Essence, her unique writing style has been said to be “thought provoking” and “more emotional than most.” She believes in being an open book and through that prays that her life experiences help others avoid the mistakes she’s made and overcome. As such, her memoir “Loving Me In Spite of Me” is filled with life lessons and coping mechanisms. Her mantra “love me or hate me… I’m me unapologetically” has helped define her writing style.
i feel ya....:( Mac be fighting people too in the middle of the night.
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